I have been wondering for days. thinking of my reason for existing in this world.
My life always go through the same routine, studying, eating, sleeping, playing ....... but what is the significance behind all this stuffs i have been doing?
Making a lot of good friends, getting into quite a lot of troubles, being very sarcastic all of a sudden, getting angry at little stuffs.......... Have all these make an impact in my life?
Time has been flowing on, never to turn back.
Have all this being somebody dream, have this world been somebody imagination. Have i been doing all this in vain, knowing all this will become naught.
Is my life control by other people, all my actions are prepared beforehand?
Ok, I know u all will been thinking ' What is this stupid boy crapping all these stuffs?'
I have been watching some animes and an anime call " The melacholy of Haruhi Suzumiya" affected me. It is very interesting and i started pondering on all these stuffs though i have only have headaches and little voices in my head saying i am an idiot for all my trouble.
So, i have been thinking and thinking. And i hope to have an answer one day but then, i gonna live my life to the fullest. If somebody really control my life, so be it. But i will break free from the chains and i hope to attain freedom someday......
Cheerios
Entry @ 4:42 AM;
Friday, April 06, 2007
